I have to say goodbye to my size XS (extra small) and S (small) sized clothes when I go back to Sydney.  Because I have a feeling that I will never go back to that thin frame, ever.  It’s not that I want to, if not for leaving my old wardrobe behind, I like my built now.  Although I could live without the flabs, which cannot be targeted by slimming pills alone.  But hey, you can’t have everything in life.  Having a healthy and happy family more than compensates for my not-so-perfect figure.